Tuesday, May 30, 2006

我和她

第一次接你回家, 是在一个接近凌晨的夜晚。那时我已准备睡了, 但从你的短讯中可以感觉到你的“不省人事”。所以, 我决定到那地铁站去等你。

当你向我走来时, 我发出了会心的一笑。因为我知道, 你醉了。上了车, 你只给我一个淡淡的微笑。我也笑了。

地铁站距离你家其实很近, 很快的我已到达你家楼下。你问我, 可以先喝完杯茶再回吗。当然可以, 我没有理由拒绝你。你在我车上呆了有半小时吧。我不感直视着你, 因为你醉了的表情对我来说有一种莫名的美。

自从那天晚上开始, 我都有送短讯给你的习惯。其实理由真的很简单, 我只是想知道, 你究竟在干嘛,是不是又喝醉了,需要我去接你吗?你常说不必了,因为你不想让我看到你难看的样子。但是,你知道,我一点都不介意。之后的那段日子,我也不记得我接你回家多少次, 我们的感情也在接送间酝酿。

渐渐的,我们在一起的时间也多了。你常常迁就我的时间,陪着我到处去。几乎我爱吃的,爱去的,你都毫不介意的陪我一起疯。我们在一起的时间越来越多,渐渐的也发觉我们的共同点和喜爱的事物越来越多。

有时你会问我为什么要对你那么好,我总是以“没什么,因为我就想对你好” 作为回应,你总是露出淡淡的忧伤说“其实你不需要这样”。

我们认识的时间并不长,但是我觉得我喜欢上你了,在一次又一次的见面以后。

你还是会问我为什么要对你这么好。

“无所谓,反正你都要走了,不对你好一点,要等到几时?” 我每次都这样安慰你。

是的,我知道,我们的认识,也代表即将到来的结束。我不要求什么, 只希望可以就这样以朋友的身份默默地陪在你的身旁,直到你离去的那天。

能够认识你,我已经感到很高兴。我们都还年轻,有各自的梦想和人生要追求,即使舍不得,还是得勇敢地踏出那一步。

在那段日子,是我一生中最充满阳光和色彩的时光。我习惯发短讯给你,告诉你我的点点滴滴。我习惯收到你的短讯,听听你的牢骚。你让我感觉,我们很靠近。你也常调皮的问,到底我们这个星期见了几次面,而我们总是相对而笑。可能是我们太习惯见到对方了。

快乐的时光很快就会结束,这一天终究来到。那晚我们静静无语的在车上,路边的景物已变得伤感。我感觉到你强忍着泪水,你是不是又不想让我看到你难看的样子?终于,你哭了。这时的我,反而得强忍着泪水来安慰你。从那时开始,我才体会到离别时的眼泪是那么的凄美。

你最后的一通电话,是从机场拨来的。我永远都忘不了,你的哭泣。

终于你走了,我相信我们也不可能再见面了。

相信很快的你会再有另一个他,一样的照顾着你,但是我永远不会忘记有你陪伴过我走过这一段人生的道路。

也许爱不是永恒,但至少它的过程是美丽的。

喜欢一个人,是无时无刻都希望她过得幸福,即使你无法待在她的身边。

becks 4:14 PM | 0 funny comments

Sick

Been feeling sick since sat. I know it was due to my friday night karaoke session and whole sat's laughing, talking nonsense and BBQ smoke. Din sleep throughout the friday night and my voice totally gone due to sang too much... and coupled with sat's BBQ smoke, my throat felt damn itchy on sat night. But I don't think it was sore throat... most likely was the air tube inflammation... wakao.

Slept till 4pm on sunday... after that idled in front of my PC and uploaded those photos... at night received a sms from Becky... but maybe my reply was late so anyway din go out for dinner.

Feeling better on monday... I took leave cos promised to go shopping with Serene. Ya Great Singapore Sales. Whole day at Orchard... ahh... she happy lor with Espirit bag, skater pant, and some accessories. But me bought nothing... except a ring... same old design as my last one cos I lost it sometimes recently... gosh. Throat felt fine... haha... beer therapy did work well.

But now I am coughing again... aiyoo...

Din manage to talk to Stef for many days already... is she doing well? Wondering if she feeling sick too? Touch wood...

becks 9:44 AM | 0 funny comments

Monday, May 29, 2006

Downtown East Chalet (Part 2)

SJ, Many and Teck Wei... while hau organised his "firework"

Hau was the fireman at work that night

Mahjong addicts!

Siannzzz... rain again... SJ face damn funny

sigh... all infected by SJ's V-sign

SJ and his gf... SJ, your smile very fake lor... and pls no more V-sign again... keke

GuoWen the satay man

SJ the poke-chicken man

Cynthia: I am pretty girl

flower crabs cooked with beer... yummy...

SJ the attention seeker... pukitiang

How to open the red wine without an opener?

First... use the BBQ stick tried to dig out...


Couldn't work...

Then... mighty hau tried to hammer the poor wine with a knife...

Yeah!

WenChing and Many

Cheers!

Well, not uncle SJ's kids... they are Gigy's (behind, in green) princesses

Click here to view the other photos

~~ End ~~

becks 12:01 AM | 0 funny comments

Sunday, May 28, 2006

Downtown East Chalet (Part 1)


Big Bird welcome you to Downtown East on 27 May

Another two big birds welcome you (me and ZM)

Warning: because SJ loves to pose in V-sign... from now on everybody pose in the same way

See!

Happily we going to Escape... but



heavy rain while we waiting for the first ride... KNN

No choice... got to watch Kenyan Boys hugging each other... and playing with fire

Hau the Watermelon Expert

Boring... while waiting to walk back chalet room... V-sign again!

This is what I said of a qian bian face... :)

~~ End of Part 1~~

becks 1:38 AM | 0 funny comments

Saturday, May 27, 2006

Karaoke night...

Friday night had a company dinner at Vienna Buffet Retaurant at United Square... hmm... food not bad... quite expensive though... anyway I din have to pay keke... lots of dirty jokes and laughters... hahaha you all brothers so cute... "earthquake" huh... :)


Then at 9pm went to meet Loon at ... secret... anyway, we hang around till 12am+ and decided to sing kara... went to PartyWorld... damn wanna charge us $38 per head... KNN... off we went to another kara at Chinatown... only $20 per head nia... cheap cheap...

Very shuang... beer and singing...

Whole night was Jay Chou's song... buay tahan...


Went back JB at about 5am... cos gonna send my mum to Changi Airport on early sat morning... they are going Taiwan and Japan...

mummy and me :P

mum, sis and bro

I don't really like to come to airport... won't feel good esp sending people off, or when you feeling lonely cos can't go for travel... so, the only thing to attract me here is -

Ya... Popeyes Chicken... and their cajun fries...

Off from airport... went straight to Downtown East Chalet...

Stef, I miss you so much...

becks 11:30 PM | 0 funny comments

Friday, May 26, 2006

Just Sideline

Sideline - Obsessed with song downloading recently.

Curent favourite

杨丞琳 - 只想爱你
吴忠宪 - 我会想你, 窗外


Someone pls call me up at 7am plssssssssss.

Shall I go chalet... shall I not...
Shall I go gigy house first... shall I not...
Shall I bring Vanessa along... shall I not...

Let's toss a coin. I hate myself. Hehe.

Having company dinner tonight... I shall not eat too much from now on.

becks 1:23 AM | 0 funny comments

Villa Bali again

Just came back... from Villa Bali with Vanessa. Actually quite surprise to receive her sms again, on 16 May. Asking me how am I going now, after a whopping 7 yrs no contact...

She was my project partner in NUS Yr 1... she did the English Literature so it was a different faculty from me. But we had a cross-faculty module so got to know her (haha science-art interaction?). Then, after that module we din really contact anymore.

By the way, I suppose to meet her on Tues night for dinner. But I simply no mood to meet anyone, so I just told her (ya I lied)... Sorry I am very busy I work late...

But somehow the guilt crept into me... so, tonight since the weather so good, I asked her out for a drink... picked her up from Four Season Hotel... and had a drink at Villa Bali.

I din sit at my usual spot, I dun want... we sat at different corner. But it still reminded me of someone. Well... Vanessa could sense it. What to do... she think I can forget things so easily?

I only ordered one pint of heineken... atmosphere is so different now. I no longer felt like staying for too long here... 1 hr seemed so long... ya she is sweet and petite... but I wanna go home.

That's why I am home now.

Btw... no CTE... cos she is staying so near to me... she stay at Holland... haha.

Nowadays I dun sleep before 3am. Something is wrong with me.

becks 12:44 AM | 0 funny comments

Thursday, May 25, 2006

凯子好当吗?

小琪:你是凯子吗?
凯子: 你说呢?

正模仿YL 当中。。。。。

becks 12:59 AM | 0 funny comments

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Lazy Days


My life has been a routine one and my whereabout is fairly predictable, simply -

1. Stef has left,
2. Loon is busy with his new business,
3. Serene is on night shift,
4. No more late night CTE, pretty low petrol usage these days, only once a week petrol trip to JB,
5. I just got a powerful new PC... weeeeew...

So... you can always find me in my house 6pm to 7am.

Visitor is welcome, preferably with beers.


By the way, it's a miracle that I din drink for 3 consecutive days... wahaha... I am intoxicated with online gaming.

I am still considering whether to go for SJ's chalet this weekend. This friday night will have a company dinner, after that gonna go back JB cos got to send my mummy to airport on sat morning. So... it is logical for me to travel straight from airport to Downtown East. But kinda early... hmm... maybe going Gigy's house first to help look after her princesses... shall I, shall I not...

Still considering... headache. Maybe just stay home. I have no life now. I am dying. Rotten slowly at home. Breaking news. I am dying.




becks 11:02 AM | 0 funny comments

Monday, May 22, 2006

Forever Friends

Just got the song, you can go here to download if you can't listen it here (as background)

Heard this song in one of the movies... very very nice... sang by Remedios.

Forever Friends

Hold me like a friend
Kiss me like a friend
Say we'll never end
Searching for the color of the rainbow
Melody never say good-bye
I'll believe you
When the river flows
Off to part us both
Only HEAVEN knows
I'll be a boat to sail arround you
Melody never say good-bye
I'll be near you
Some people handle love and never try
I can almost fly with your wings to set me higher
One day we'll see the world and through the grey have faith in our hands
till the river ends……


[liric,compose and sing REMEDIOS]

becks 12:14 AM | 0 funny comments

Sunday, May 21, 2006

I love 古惑仔


I have been a potato couch tru out last weekend. Din feel like going anywhere so ended up watching the whole series of 古惑仔 and other gangster triad shows from the moment I woke up till I slept.


Those that I watched were -

古惑仔 series by 鄭伊健

古惑仔I 之人在江湖
古惑仔II之猛龍過江
古惑仔III之隻手遮天

97古惑仔之戰無不勝
98古惑仔之龍爭虎鬥

勝者為王



Others

阿嫂 by 林嘉欣, 劉心悠, 方中信, 劉燁, 曾志偉, 陳松勇, 任達華, 黃秋生

黑社會

黑社會 2:以和為貴

江湖 by 劉德華, 張學友, 余文樂, 陳冠希, 曾志偉, 林家棟


I really love to watch 古惑仔 show. Maybe it's the friendship and romance in the show which attracted me so much. Somehow I also admire them. Haha... I hope to be 古惑仔 but I dare not cos I don't have the calibre and I have no gut too. Though I was once a small 古惑仔 before... hehe believe it or not :P

Ah... I have no life... gonna watch other series again.

becks 8:49 PM | 0 funny comments