This is life

So many things happened, yet I have nothing to write. I guess this is because I have unknowingly "routinefy" my life now. There is really nothing special that make me feel like blog it here. Omg I am a numb freako.

I remember one day I complained to SJ how boring my life is now; and he said I very wuliao... because a alot of people actually envy my so called wonderful life... huh... *cold sweat* u wan my life then come and take it lorrr...

My routine are actually fairly predictable one. Every wednesday night and saturday morning I will be having my Karate training. Every friday is Emeline day. Every sunday I wait for some other people to date me. Then the rest of the days just work and sleep. Hello ~~~ are you yawning now? -_-"

By the way I have decided not to reveal too much who and where I went out recently. Privacy privacy... ngyak ngyak.

I have learnt to realise certain things recently. I realise that the effort you put in, most of the time doesn't equate to the result you will get eventually. Everything is so in vain, isn't it? Example, you can study so hard, but you get a C grade. You can work so hard, but get screw by your boss. You can try to woo your girl so much, but she marry someone else later. Very irony lor. So what for? Sometimes I really cannot understand what happen to us.

Anyway, life still go on. And we all will still continue putting our effort into the things we believe. At least we try. Right?

The weather is so breezy cool here recently, esp tonight. It's rainy season now and I love it. I enjoy being alone in this kind of atmosphere. Listening to my radio, seeping my cold beer, and talking to special someone. I am wondering if Stef is coping well in United States. She told me it is freezing cold there now... and she is having serious cold, flu and cough. Well... always hope that she can really take care of herself there. Life is tough and cruel. But we gonna enjoy every moment of it.

Last night I went to Suntec to have dinner with Serene. My impression was, somehow we really overdoing to the whole IMF saga. The high security fencing and tight police force around the convention centre doesn't really make a good impression to me. Are we really so lack of any sense of security? Do we really need to put out our fake 4 million smile and pretend warm service standard only when the very important visitors at our doorstep?

Do you mean we normal, local Singapore folks are nothing but trash? We don't deserve a better security, a warmer service standard, a genuine smile? I don't know. It makes me very uncomfortable. This is our society.

I bought the Oceanus toilette and perfume oil from The Body Shop. I really love its smell. Really relaxing fragrance.