Stef, I miss you so much...

Today is 17 May.

You have left on this morning... forgive me for not sending you off, because I afraid we will cry.

I told you, I will be strong right?

But I am lost, because I am always having poor memory. You should know, I always cannot remember the smallest details. But everything of you, is deep inside my memory. I will try to remember for you, because you have poorer memory than me.

Do you remember the first dinner we went together?
Do you remember how we got lost in car parks for three times?
Do you remember the first movie we watched together?
Do you remember our favourite place for dinner?
Do you remember my favourite drink?
Do you remember our little adventure overseas?

Do you remember, our little bali?
Do you remember, the song you sang so loud in my car?
Do you remember the flowers I gave you, and how hard you tried to preserve them. Where are they now?

Do you remember where we hid our shoes in Sentosa?

Do you remember how I put my feet on you, while you tried to take a photograph of yourself?

Do you remember how I managed to put sand on your hair?

Do you remember, how I carried you in Sentosa?

And, will you remember me?

When you read this, you should be in US. Pls, be strong, and take care of yourself. Do not cry anymore, you are not a baby.

Please, promise me...

Do not get too drunk... because I could no longer come to rescue you. I will need at least 2 days to fly there.
Wear more clothings, and dun make yourself cold.
Eat healthy, and sleep soundly.

Remember I told you, you are my guardian angel?

Please come back one day... we still have a long journey to walk together.

I miss you so much.