Every Little Thing of you...

It's raining outside. I look out from my window and ponder with the reflection of you on the glass.

There are things I want to change, but I could not. Sometimes I am wondering, is it due to my selfishness?

Will things be different, if I am not who I am today. If I did not make that decision year ago, will I still be who I am today? I doubt so. We were of the people from different world. If not of the sheer commonness we shared, we would not meet. Because simply, our life can never be crossed path together. Simply, its a blessing to let me know you, even it means there will be a tinge of regret and sorrow that conceal deeply inside the other me.

On the first night, I am at lost because I could no longer contact you. Maybe I am so used to feel you around me, albeit it is an illusion. I really wish to know how well your life over there.

But I am very fresh now. No more late night supper, no more crazy night outings, no more... fetching you and traveling along CTE. Though I do miss them. If I can choose, I would rather be a muddle-headed forever due to the sleepless night.

I received many calls and SMSes these few days. Strangely, some from the long-time-no-contact friends. Is it because my angel trying to patch up a hole in my empitiness? I don't know. But none of the many many names on my phone can subsitute a single beep from you.

Summer Rain

I am in love with the memory of you

so many years I won’t let you go

its so obsessive of me regressive of me

but I need you right now like the summer rain

if not for you then who will I bleed for

so many years to open up that door

its so obsessive of me regressive of me

when I need you right now like the summer rain

some say the truth is so cold baby

some say the truth is so cold baby

but I need you right now like the summer rain

if not for you then who will I bleed for

oh first love how breaks your dawn

its so obsessive of me regressive of me

when I need you right now like the summer rain

some say the truth is so cold baby

some say the truth is so cold baby

but I need you right now like the summer rain

I need you right now like the summer rain